And then she found her way, not because she knew where she was going, but because she slowly allowed herself to fall in love with the person she was. And that was enough.
“She slowly allowed herself to fall in love with the person she was.
And that was enough.”
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The journey included getting lost, it showed her twists and turns she hadn’t anticipated. Her horse blinds of the one track life she had anticipated were ripped off.
“But then she realised she was her own compass.”
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She felt lost, unplanned and as if she lacked direction. But then she realised she was her own compass. Where was she going? She had no idea. Was she ready to embrace it with all of her?
Thanks to Danielle Wills for inspiring this entire trilogy, sometimes people have no idea how much their words affect, inspire and heal others and I hope mine can give at least one person as much help as Danielle’s gave to me.
And once you’ve landed in that love for yourself, know this. They will feel it. They will want to be part of it. And they will try everything in their power to prove to you that they should bask in your new found happiness with you.
“And they will try everything in their power to prove to you that they should bask in your new found happiness with you.”
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By then though, you’ve already gone through the rollercoaster, Got off and Walked onto the next ride. Don’t get me wrong, when they show up, it’ll hurt. You’ll wonder why they couldn’t have said all of these things, Been all of these things, loved you like that, When you were together. But you smile to yourself knowing that when you walked away, you knew that was probably going to have to be forever.
“By then though, you’ve already gone through the rollercoaster, got off and walked onto the next ride.”
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You’ll think about how far you have come. Yes, tears will fall, as your memory triggers to every iota of pain you had to overcome and yes it’ll feel shit, the flood gates will open, you will howl on your floor half screaming in anger at them and the other at you for ever letting someone treat you like that.
“Yes, tears will fall, as your memory triggers to every iota of pain you had to overcome”
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The empowering part will be that through all those tears you do not want them back, but are ready to finally say the last goodbye. You will sit up and realise they are the final tears. The final hurt, The last time the salt water will cascade down your cheeks because of them. And as you let the final drops fall, you feel lighter. You inhale and feel the breath enter your lungs fully, as if for the first time.
You’re now fully ready, for what’s next.
“You will sit up and realise they are the final tears. The final hurt, The last time the salt water will cascade down your cheeks because of them.”
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